So i'm really awful at doing this xanga thing.  Here i am, a few days after my last entry.  i just got done cleaning my room and doing my laundry, which is always such a task since it takes me about 3 weeks to do laundry.  no kidding.

the ex boyfriend called on valentines.  WTF.  here i am, all happy with my situation, and here he comes stirring up more problems for me.  he said that he just called to say hi.  when will that boy every make up his mind?  though it's so hard for me to get over him, i know that i am slowly but surely doing it.  whew... hopefully one day i'll be able to say, "GOODBYE DUB C!" once and for all.

what do you think about long distance relationships?  do you think that it even exists or that it's just a figment of our silly imaginations?  these days, i'm not so sure which it is... what should i do about this boy? stick with it and fall for him? or just plain old give up?

there's a cutie in one of my classes and i've been checking him out recently... however, i'm not sure whether he's straight or gay.  WHICH IS IT????? i'm still trying to figure it out, and once i do find out you'll be the first to know.  haha

HI YANTING!

til later...

Drama level for this week so far? About a 7 on a 1-10 scale, 10 being hell on earth.  Today's actually been pretty good, but the week started off crazy.

I promised myself about 4 years ago (in high school) that I would stop procrastinating.  Here I am, 4 years later, still telling myself day after day that I will NEVER EVER put anything off till the last minute.  What a joke.  Sunday I spent stressing out over my big quiz in Bio on monday, not to mention a speech that I had to write and deliver on monday as well.  At 4 am on monday morning, i was tripping off of my ass and thought that the world was going to end.  Good thing my boyfriend (who we'll call R) calmed me down and made me get some rest.  Monday morning, I still hadn't gotten anything done, but I was feeling much better and ended up finishing everything before classes. YAY!

Today's thursday and I'm at the library, supposed to be studying.  I'll get to it =)  I have a lot to study for tomorrow's chemistry test, but I'm in a good mood and don't really feel like i'm ready to study yet.  Why am I in a good mood, you ask?  Because of my boyfriend...

Our relationship is really tough and it's very hard trying to keep our relationship at the level we'd like it to be.  You see, he lives about 3 hours driving distance away from me.  However the distance and the hassle, I know that this guy is a great guy and I'm willing to do anything to keep it going.  He's 10 million and one times better than the brain-dead a**holes I've been with before, so... he's the best guy I've ever been with.

I feel so awful for R because he's having some really awful luck these days...things are just going wrong with him that I can't help him out with.  What's worse is that I can't even give him a hug to make him feel just a little better.  Why does he have to live so far?  He's so cute guys, listen to this:  tomorrow's Valentine's day and we can't be together.  So, he suggested that we just stay home and watch the same Blockbuster movie at the same exact time so that it feels like we're together.  Cheesy, but sweet at the same time right?  *Sigh*

So right now, I'm having drama, but not sucky drama.  Good drama... hopefully my luck won't change for the rest of the week... =)